It seems that anytime I take a break from Facebook I feel the need to blog and just talk.  I don't understand why because I don't even update my status a lot…

I've been thinking about my life a lot this month and the thing I think I've been most thoughtful of is my 'love life.' Who doesn't think about it? My best friend Kami has been telling me about a guy she has been kinda crushing on and it's cute, lol. I'm sort of missing crushing on someone, but not to the point of just liking anybody.  It's been over 6 months since I was hurt by the last guy I really liked and now he is pretty much engaged to someone else.  Yeah, I didn't see that one coming.  It's hard for me to find anyone to really like anymore…I don't know I'm just picky or if all the 'good ones' are taken or hard to find..

I really think I've been worried about finding the right one too much.  I worry that I won't find a man willing to put up with how "religious" (For lack of a better word, but my faith in God is very important to me, I try to make it my top priority) (Even guys who are "religous") I am or how conservative I am.

I'm scared all I'm going to do is scare off guys who take an interest in me.. I don't want guys to feel they have to change (Only if they wish too) who they are just to be with me. I know there are thing I may have to change, like attitude, things like that, but my faith is something I would never compromise for any man. Ever. If a guy isn't cool with that, he isn't worth it, right? And if I can't accept him, then I'm not worth his time.  Live and learn.

I am pretty confident is my singleness, I don't always feel the need for a man. This is just something I've been thinking about the past month.

Wow, I feel better. I love ranting; I need to do this more.  I really need to get back on my blogger site to do this, though…no one cares here. XD

As for what I use this site for.....eh, I don't take many photos anymore. I do wish to keep posting. Its just no going to be all the time like I've always wanted it to be.